Bad

These days,I think I am so unlucky.
I get bad grades of my all subjects.
Even I already study hard,but I still get the very low scores.
Bad things always come together...
I like singing,and I attend the Kalar OK game in our school.
I prepare it for a long time.
But in the day I competite,I can not show my practice.
I think I am good at singing,and always get good price in singing game.
This is the first time that I attend singing game in university.
I even can not get in the second game?
Just because I make a little bit wrong...
That is unacceptable for me.
Though that is made by myself,but I am so sad.
Get bad grade and miss the chance to sing,this is the worst thing in these days.

No matter what I do,that still be the truth.
No one can chang this truth.
What I can do now is to promote my strength.
Not only for the grade,but also for the singing.
I still can not accept the truth until now.
How to express my bad mind?
I do not know...
Maybe a case of beer..
Sxxt!!
I even have no money...